what if i don't get a room by August?

sigh... dunno why i didn't apply with a singaporean... perhaps i've grown a little too fond of taking risks, and played with something too important this time... argh, since when did i stop making plans and back-up plans? now my stuff's pretty much a mess... dunno if my bucket survived, or not... most likely not, since now i pretty much cannot reach the guy... crap, totally my fault as well... and the many little things gone wrong, too many things left undone, unsaid... sigh... just wish i will get a room in the next round in august...